The New End

Another page turned
In an existence
How long only One
Determines, to Whom
Is apportioning
And bitter taking.

How the story plays
Out in this new leaf
I've begun to not
Care and give a mind.
I'll wait for His touch,
To tell me, Arise.

Maybe this time I
May leave it all now
Behind and so on
To my demise, and
It won't be the end
But the beginning.

How? That I don't know.
When? Should not be long.
Where? Does not matter.
Why? Heart in pieces.
I still don't see why.
Why? Heart in pieces.